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Friday I worked late and blazed and ate McDonald’s, Saturday I worked all day then drank a bottle of wine then went to the Toad for my
friend hayleys birthday and bought a
few beers and had a rowdy time with all my friends and blazed and did upwards of a gram of coke and then maybe around 2 went to a warehouse party in south osbourne full of flashing lights with a techno
DJ and danced around and went out for lots of smokes and then later maybe around 530 left to go to a strange apartment downtown where I was for a little bit and then later got to the house where I was sleeping at 7 and found myself unable to talk or think and hardly felt human and passed out immediately, only to be woken up at 1230 a few short hours later by hayley who thought I was late for work, at which time I jumped up and immediately my nose started
gushing blood which got all over my shoes as I tied them up but luckily I wasn’t late for work and all day I had the best job ever which was sitting at the door and signing people up for value village club cards!!! After work I blazed with Laura

Yeah if I ate tumblr I’d be a skinny minny

For simply the fact that it will never be reciprocated no

thank you thank you I appreciate that x

And I melt like chocolate too

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I don’t have one I thought I found it but it was only available in a size 12 and I’m a size 2 so it’d wreck it to see it in I’m heartbroken tho :((((

Thank you! I very much agree, and much prefer the better sound quality

I like browsing through artists that have been chosen for good music festivals such as SXSW and Coachella, and looking at top picks from top music writers such as those at pitchfork.com or Critical Mob or resident advisor.net. I also follow a lot of really good music blogs on tumblr, and often stop to listen to music on my dashboard out of curiosity. Im subscribed to NYLON magazine which always suggest incredible tunes. I also frequently use Songza (online or the app on my iphone) and Stereomood to find new interesting stuff. I buy a lot of my music of itunes so I love looking at the suggested artists that other people have bought - usually itunes nails it.

Hm Im really liking Wye Oak, FIDLAR, Animal Collective, Kimbra, Daughter, the Bitte Orca album by Dirty Projectors, Foals, the Living Thing album by Peter Bjorn and John, Fleet Foxes, First Aid Kit, the new Flume album, Devendra Banhart, I cant stop listening to Everything is Embarassing and Sex Rules by Skye Ferreia but the rest of the EP kinda sucks idk, Tame Impala, Unknown Mortal Orchestra (whichever album has the like modern building on the cover is soo good), Wavves, the Metals album by Feist is too good to be true, San Francisco by Foxygen I cant stop listening to, you have to listen to MO by Pilgrim I think its on my blog but ITS SO GOOD…. I dont know I post a lot of music on my blog listen to it!!!!!

When I drive I switch between the same album which are the Simon and Garfunkel greatest hits album, the American Goldwing (Blitzen Trapper) album, the Paradise and Born to Die albums (Lana Del Rey) although I lost the Born to Die one :(((, the Dear John Letters (JP Hoe), the Age of Adz (Sufjan Stevens), Ongiara (Great Lake Swimmers), and Trouble (Ray Lamontange). I really need to get an aux cord for that car to listen to my phone tho :(

hahahaha um idk if its porn Im a horny teenage girl like I dont know what to say here

I dont know if I would respond to this in terms of ‘opinion’, as I think opinion is the incorrect word to use as no one has a right to comment or any way of forming an understanding of anothers sadness without being right there inside their mind. It makes me incredibly sad, I mean I never talk about it but Ive been there, was there for a long time and at the very bottom and still slip back, though not for a good while which I am proud of. It eats you from the inside, captivates you and enthralls you and twitters in your mind like an insect you cant get out, and tempts you like a bad lover that gives you some sort of satisfaction but just leaves you cold on the curb in the morning. In most ways I think self harm is simply justification, a physical way of expressing a sadness or madness or anger or lonliness inside that just dosent quite feel real without proof. Thats what I always needed, proof. People take a strange sort of pride in it - I think you need to in order to justify your actions. I really dont think its as serious as its portrayed, I think the sadness of the individual is a lot more destructive, self harm is a sort of by product of the mind, I think. Its horrible how much of your life it can waste away, it becomes a central facet of the day. Its embarassing and misunderstood. It always seems to grab those people with addictive type personalities and secretive and lying types too; when youre really angry or really miserable it feels good to keep that kind of secret, one you can quietly hold over the heads of all those people that make you so furious in your mind, a silent fuck you. It feels nice to be a martyr sometimes. I wish no one in the world would ever do it again. It absolutely breaks my heart. It gets too serious too fast. People find out. My parents sent me to therapy for a long time even though Id stopped on my own. The strong of mind can push through, but in some ways the smart and the strong want it even more. Its the weak and gullible I worry about. Most people that self harm dont want to kill themselves, very few actually and of those who think they do very few could, and yet its even a sliver of the notion that absolutely breaks my heart. The world is so so so so so beautiful. I want everyone to see it. Sadness is beautiful, love is beautiful, trees are beautiful, and falling on your face is beautiful. I wish itd disappear 

life man

Thats like asking if I like Greece or Switzerland more lol theyre honestly polar opposites but if Id have to choose Id probably say shrooms just because psychedelics make the world so incredibly beautiful however Im torn between saying mdma because its so much easier to do and is good any time of the year where as shrooms are much much better when the weather is nice and you are outside so I mean obviously I love them both

The more shrooms you do the heavier your trip is but essentially it warps every facets of your sensory experience, but most noticably your visual and auditory input is altered as well as your mind. It effects everyone differently, but for everyone if you eat enough it throws you into a different world. Your hallucinations blend with your emotions to settle you into a crazy cartoon world completely unlike this one. Colors and lights are particularly noticed in their alterations, as well it is common to see patterns everywhere, often morphing and reforming constantly into new ones. It makes you feel very strongly about your hallucinations in that you are resolved that something is a certain way, such as once on shrooms everything had a pink sheen over it and everyone I looked at seemed like they were in a 1970s hippie movie and each was a dramatic character with an overblown personality and I was so interested in them all. Sometimes you find yourself too taken up with your hallucinations to do much else, such as once when I was sitting on the ground and the sky was split into hundreds of thousands of diamonds of crystals like I was looking through a kaleidoscope and all I could do was stare at it in complete awe. Shrooms make you feel connected to the earth and nature if you do them outside when it’s nice.

Mdma is entirely a body high. After you come up your entire body buzzes with good feeling to the highest degree, like a semi constant orgasm ringing through every corner of your body. Often it feels really good to touch things, like stroke something soft or touch your own hands, because your sense of touch is so heightened. When youre high on mdma you ‘roll’ which is basically when your whole body is so overtaken with pleasure its like waves of it rolling through you. When Im high on mdma my eyes go small and flutter but some people bug out big or roll back in their head. 

Each has their bad side of course. Shrooms make your brain bleed and have a chance of giving you a ‘bad trip’ which can range from mild discomfort and anxiety to bigger problems, such as extreme fear or a desire to hurt oneself. MDMA drains the fluid from your spinal cord and cuases you to clench your jaw and grind your teeth in a way that is painful the next day. I have woken up after a night of doing caps with lips hugely swollen and painful from chewing them in my sleep. Theyre also wretchedly bad for your health.

the Indigo Girls, Del Barber, The Avett Brothers, Martin Sexton, Hayes Carl, Rose Cousins, Cat Empire, City and Color, Jason Collet, and Josh Ritter

Every year I make a playlist with a few songs from every artist to get to know them all and see who I like but I know so many people this year its almost not neccessary, though I still will. When I saw the Indigo Girls on there I almost cried they might be the artist that reminds me of my childhood because I listened to them so much growing up !! I cant wait, Im dizzy with excitement already